Itโs the post-apocalyptic world. Thereโs only one contraceptive pill left. Do you give it to your 19-year-old daughter or keep it for yourself? Is it better to be a 40-year-old grandmother or a 40-year-old new Mum. These are the dilemmas facing Emma Doran aged 39 and 7/8โs, even though the most obvious outcome is neither. If turning 40 is the start of something new, what is it the end of? ... ah here, whereโs me vape?